I just want to disappear 

And on that plane, 

I found myself wishing that it’d crash, 

because then, 

It wouldn’t be my fault that I died. 

Which is what I’ve wanted for far too long now. 

Too fragile, you know? 

Been kicked when I’m down just a few too many times,

and now there is a constant pain in my chest. 

I just want to disappear. 

I just want to disappear. 

I just want to disappear. 

But I can’t. 

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About zedmondson

Zoe. 22. Australia. I'm writing to share my experiences with Bipolar Disorder with others. I believe in fighting stigma surrounding mental illness. I believe in being able to wear my heart on my sleeve; or on my blog. And I believe in myself. That's what my blog is all about. Hope you enjoy x View all posts by zedmondson

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