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Don’t know what to think nor how to feel,

it’s as if I’ve been given a raw deal. 

So I beg and I plead for a life kindness,

only to be met with my mind as a bewildering mess.

Fighting the bad and treasuring the good, 

doing whatever I’m told – doing whatever I should. 

And with voices in my mind mixing me up,

I honestly don’t know what to do because I lot of the time, they scream “Give the fuck up!”.



It’s hard to function when you don’t know what you’re feeling,

hard to breathe when you just want your heart to stop beating.