No one understands the pain I feel, the crippling loneliness and severe lack of self worth.
I am starting to believe the problem lies within, much to my displeasure.
Riddled with nightmares and flashbacks, and though medicated for this exact reason – they return.
I feel as though I have no purpose in this life, and in turn, I lose my will to live.
I wouldn’t end it all, that’s just completely out of the question due to my nature, but the thoughts of doing so flood my brain.
I just want it all to stop.
I just wish it didn’t happen.
I just want a fucking reason to live.