I can fake it, sure. I can be one of the many people afflicted by mental illness that hides how they truly feel. I can pretend that it will all be alright, can pretend that I’m not dying on the inside.
But I can’t bare to lie anymore.
It’s hard to describe how I feel, really. There is a large part of me that wants to do the above, in order to save myself and stop hurting everyone around me.
But I just cannot walk through hellfire daily and not speak of the burns.
I am not that person. People must know that such pain exists within some human’s minds. They must know that sometimes getting out of bed feels like torture and trying to act ‘normal’ is god damned impossible.
If people don’t know these things, then everyone would end up suffering.