If you looked me in the eyes you’d see that they are mostly filled with tears. Not to mention the fact that they have changed to a hazed over, green, as if it’s the eye of another.
If you spent an hour in my mind you’d understand. You’d learn of the voices in which I speak of – the ones who shout, as well as, the ones that whisper.
If you felt my heartbeat you’d know that I’m not okay. For it beats with such ferocity that I cannot keep up and I can see my entire body move with each beat; all due to hypervigilance.
If you held my hand you’d feel my palms sweat. The sheer nervousness that pulses through me is enough to cause a myriad of physical effects.
If you asked me if I was okay, I’d say I’m fine.